Please help me not to leave this world

Hello.
I’m writing to you in complete despair, because I don’t know who else to turn to. I was living with a guy, and we soon had a child. In 2022, he asked me to take out a loan for his mother’s medical treatment, and I couldn’t refuse because it was about the health of a loved one. Then we needed another loan, and he assured me that everything would be fine and that he would make the payments himself. I trusted him like a family member.
But in 2025, he just disappeared from my life, leaving me alone with a child and huge debts. My salary barely covers the expenses of repaying loans and there is nothing left. Just to survive, to buy food and necessary things for the child, I had to open a credit card. Now my debt is 615 000 rubles, and I just don’t see a way out.
Every day I wake up with the thought that I can’t cope. I have no strength to fight alone. Please, if you have any compassion in your heart, help me get out of this pit. Card number: 2202205628441849.